Oct 4, 2014

new VLOG and some more oshare

My ask was spammed with 56 questions and so I made the video. And also I closed the ask.fm cuz it has no meaning anymore.
I am sorta dead soul online lately.

100% zombie.

Aug 28, 2014

So Goth

I've never labeled myself as goth even if I loved the fashion. But Gothic is not only about fashion. I was not rly interested in goth music and ideology as whole back then. However, I grew up and changed my black&white view on world to black only (haha - that's funny story when my teacher on high school always gave me A from writing reflection essays but she told me she really doesn't agree with my black&white opinions and that I should change! Oh my, have you ever seen teenager changing sharp opinions just cuz of teacher? Also I don't think I was wrong. Only too honest. I am just like that till today. But I grew up a bit.)

Well, I still love gothic fashion. I also am closer to the ideology and I am in cyber goth music and horror music. So I hope if you see my #goth tags on IG you won't judge me as poser. I don't rly feel like to label me at all. But for hashtags let's not be so stiff, hm?

I love darkart since I was pretty young kid. Creepy things and horror. I am zombie and I love vampyres. I am still not interested in goth subculture as community and original goth music itself. Cuz as u know I listen to asian music mostly I rly have no real intentions to check more about "classical" gothic music which mostly bores me (I am bitch if it comes to vocals, seriously). 

I could simply "tag" myself as V-kei/Visual Kei. But is that true? As horror kid I have the right, screw it!


As everyone knows (or not, that's why I write this) I hate labeling and tagging. Put labels and close yourslef to a "box", that's not my style. I am freeminded and tolerant person. So that's why I use these "tags" only for other freaks to find me mabye :) As I live most of my time online I just have to survive somehow with these.

That's why I appreciate therms like nu-goth and neogoth.

I also started to call myself "neokei". I am revolutionary kid.

So call me poser if you please, I also call lot of people posers. Haters and communities masters, some vegetarians and saint fuckers who only know how to judge others but their karma is pretty fucked up in fact.
I don't judge anyone for his style or opinions. That's it.

Thanks for reading and see ya next time, bats.

Aug 18, 2014

Shironuri Oshare Kei

Just some oshare kei faceup again.
I already had winter, autumn and spring look and I needed something fitting to summer. I don't know if it fits after all but the missing "summer" piece will be probably this. I can't do summer better. I am not fan of it, haha.

And there is video how I've put the makeup on...

Cute update

I do not shopping lately because no money no fun. And I focus more on other things.

But I found this super awesome bag in store with handmade things! And couldn't resist. My mom helped me out. Yay, happy. Clock obsession lvl 200!

And some new nail effects (just the ball ones, the glitters I bought in London back then) and I don't usually use them for nails anyways, lol.

And I recieved some bananas! Big plushies and little cute phone strap banana from dear Dee. Excellent for cuddle. All of them :D

Aug 11, 2014

Favorite fashion brand?

I got this question on ask.fm and decided to write this short post.

Well Well, I have few fave fashion brands, but I always check how DOES IT LOOK not what fashion brand it is.

I remember during high school period my schoolmate laughed at me that I don't wear brand things (Adidas etc.) while I was fully in Fishbone clothes because I simply liked it. I laughed back with "I don't care if it's brand, I care how does it look and if I like it, dear." Which is true till today.

If you throw Rick Owens and non-brand thing at me and I will like design of the non-brand clothes better I will pick up that piece over Rick O. Indeed.

Brands and designers I really like and I do not own anything, but I REALLY WISH to, are for example:
Sex Pot Revenge
Rick Owens
Louis Vuiton
Karl Lagerfeld

...and many others...
(now I am trying to say I am not brand guy? haha)

I own some brand things but some of them are not famous tho so I can say only BOY LONDON.

Also I really wish to own something Umi (Vistlip) designed. I wish I could get the overal but it's sold out already for a long time.

Also I stick to parfumes and so for many times I picked up parfume over clothes :D Also I think french style of clothing is cool - to own 3-5 good brand things and that's it. When I have some solid job (pls...) I think I will build it somehow like that.

And some samples of clothes I like (from fashion brands/designers above)
I don't own any of these pictures below.



Sex Pot



Rick Owens

I REBLOG MY FAVE fashion pics (styles, clothes..) HERE


Jul 27, 2014

Tokyo Ghoul - Uta

I took some testing pics and edited them just today...
I need some sclera contacts so I can go out as legit Uta *ghoul grin*

Shironuri - White Faces

Summer is not the best for shironuri style bacause of the heat >< so I am looking forward to autumn more than ever! Cuz shironuri is my fave style for some time already.

I made this video some time ago...

It was already sorta hot weather so ewwwh! :D

Some of my shironuri looks...

This one is more gothic (I like to call it neo-goth or nu-goth)

And this one more natural (during Sakura period), mabye mori-kei inspired outfit...

Jun 29, 2014

BOY LONDON - We are all nazi here!

Some time ago I recieved this message:

"By the way, what's the deal with Boy London? o: I've read some arguments here on tumblr which regarded the brand and its symbol "facist" - Is that true?"

I still need to say this loud:

Honestly? I wouldn’t bring this shit to FASHION world every time just because “I wanna make big noise about nothing” ok? People have no idea what the fuck swastika is… and a lots of things in fashion have no meaning (bad meaning).

BOY LONDON is originaly PUNK inspired, punk rebelious brand. And UNDERGROUND.

In fact not many people knows nothing about swastika and in the other hand nothing about Nazi Eagle, ok? Honestly, were punks interested in nazi symbols? Try to guess… (more brands was using similar symbols to nazi ones…).
Nazi, fascist and other symbolism in fashion are not new things.

Try to think about the cross nazi used - crooked cross. Do you know the crooked cross itself is not about evil and symbolise nothing bad? It is ancient thing originaly from Hinduism.

The symbols are not responsible for what Nazi did, ok?

Also people who use or wear things other judge as “nazi” are not the one who should be blamed. I think if someone think about it as nazi thing he still can see only evil things in the world and can do nothing just spread the evil energy.

Some people use symbols in bad way, ok? I know that. But please do not look at fashion and think “omg, so Nazi…”. Just don’t.

I can only guess but on my opinion it has nothing to do with nazi.

Eagle is just eagle.

For more if you will check, BOY say for example “Classic Boy Eagle design on black T-shirt” about the product.
Does “Classic Boy Eagle” sounds like Nazi?

We are soooo Nazi, right?!

Jun 27, 2014

I'm not dead it's hybernation!

Yeeey, I was not active in blogging for million years.

Not like I have nothing to share. Problem is I have so many things to share and so many accounts running (IG, tumblr, facebook fansites...) ewh!

And also I am mainly in BJD hobby (obsesseeeed). That's why. I care mostly about my dolls and how they look before me lol.

Mabye I will start blogging again but lately it's hard to say readers something new or interesting. Everyone is superawesomefreak and none needs to read about other freaks (for more not even famous ones as me lol).


See you soon, my little pink blog ^^

Jan 7, 2014

Circle lenses: Geo Princess Mimi Sesame Grey (Bambi series) review

Hellooo, today I wanna tell you about circle lenses I got from pinkyparadise !

Mine are Geo Princess Mimi Sesame Grey (Bambi series).

Diameter: 15.0mm
Water Content: 38%
Base Curve: 8.7mm
Type: 1 year disposal

So package just arrived today.

Gifts included :)

Back to lenses.

Here is left one right side up to show you how it looks.




Lense / no lense

Casual vamp style.

Color & Design: 5 / 5 
Among grey circle lenses I guess I did great choice.
To the centre they are lil bit brown which matches with my eye color so there is not unnatural contrast (not so big).
Black outer circle is also + !

Enlargement:  5 / 5
15.0mm is just good ^^

Comfort: 5 / 5
They are very soft. Something like another green lenses I had from GEO so I am lil bit worried about condition of the lenses if I would wear them more often.
BUT it is incredibly comfortable.

Overall: 5 / 5

I wouldn't change!!